oh my poor heart!
I’m still here. Just extremely busy… and tired.
There was a downpour of work to do, party preparations, then the boys got sick. As I write this, the little one is still sick although we’re now down to just low-grade fever. Will be taking him to his pedia in the afternoon.
Amazingly, I’m still holding up pretty well. As they say, mothers are not allowed to get sick. With little sleep, I wonder why I haven’t caught the bug yet. It must be the vitamins I’m taking and the weekly massages.
I feel though that I’m wearing my heart out. Not in a romantic kind of way. I feel anxious all the time. Like I’ll be taking law school finals. I have to find a way how to manage this.
Perhaps I should detox and exercise. I need endorphins.
Perhaps I should sleep longer. I need a break. A real break. I could feel all the tension building up and I don’t want to reach the point of breaking down.
